Yep i thought you were talking about faking you were happy without me and decieded to listen to your heart. I know thats not true now. If im going to jail let me know cause i dont want riv to see, and we can go back to the way it was before, ok, thanks
And sometimes you feel like you need to cry but you've just cried too much in life and can't seem to anymore, not even alone in the shower. You exist because nothing has taken you yet, but it doesn't matter to you either way... You've given up on the prospect of any lasting happiness.