My mother in law just reminded me that you can't help the unsaved, all you can do is pray for them, so that's what I will continue to do. Thank you Jaimee for keeping me in the loop of what she is doing again. I guess there's no escape.
Thank you Lord for shutting that door and giving me peace. I finally see why I had to let that go. The light cannot shine in darkness! I am not going to go back to a life of confusion and sin. It's perfectly clear to me now..I have a better understanding of how you take care of your children. Thank you Jesus.