Remember that time you told me You "weren't worth it"? Guess What?! I finally see you are right! Why did you lead me to believe that you were "worth it"?! WHY?! To think I believed in you, fell in love with you, believed your lies and let you mislead me! I Died inside waiting and waiting for you! Harbinger of PAIN! How could you treat someone like that?!
This was what I found so hard about trying to overcome my depression. I could explain what I gelt or why I felt it and it was making me more depressed. Thank god for my fiance or I would never have pulled through. I am thankful everyday for the effort he put into bringing me back and helping me to regain the person I once was.