We had a pact that she would come visit me if she could after she died... I don't know that she would have kept this in the forefront of her intentions... I also told her that she may change her mind after seeing the whole picture and not want to visit. I hold this same afterlife promise with another best friend also named Erin who is my light side. Erin who died was my dark side. They both, however, possess golden interiors.